I am a 45y/o disabled male. I have had a stroke and 28 surgeries. This all started when I was in my 30's. I admit I was not living a life pleased by God. Since I have rededicated my life to Christ. He is number one in my life. I still get very depressed. I have bills from the past that I simply can not pay. Disability does not pay enought to spread around. I offer small amounts and they don't accept it... There is really on one that is harrassing me. It bothers me that I have debt that I can not pay. I have severe cervicle and spinal stenosis and extreme neuropathy in my legs. This leaves me walking with a cane and wheelchair for long distances. I am home most of the time. I am depressed over my financial situation. I pray for a financial miracle. I have yet to get one. I know everything happens on God's time. I don't understand why all my life I have had to struggle. I was born bi-polar. Which has been controlled by medication. I have never had any episodes like you see on tv. I have been easily persuaded though... I tell little lies to keep from confrontation. Please pray that this stops. I know it is wrong. A sin is a sin. Please pray for my financial,spritual, and well being. I have not given up. Pray for me to have more patience with my five year old.

God Bless each and everyone of you,

David